for twelve years i’ve held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart

there are days where i know i’m not happy but all i feel is this gaping hole where the feels used to be.

and then there are days i get so angry because i was forced to grow up so soon and there is no going back from that.

and of coz you have the days where i bitterly regret and hate everything that has ever happened to me.

thankfully on most days i’m happy and hopeful that my life wouldn’t suck as much as it did. after all, there’s nothing else anyone can take from me.

and obviously i’ve never related to another character more.